While chatting with one of my good friends on the phone yesterday I was informed of something that blew me away. Apparently while shopping for good spanking related material in Amsterdam he came across videos that had me on the cover. I was very surprised, because in general I think of what I do as primarily an online venture. Yes, I know that AEG certainly makes videos for sale, and I am even aware of having shot a full length movie (how could I possibly forget the harrowing experience that was the making of Conspiracy?) However the reality of having my image in adult stores at all, yet alone all over the country is a bit shocking!
I guess it’s related to my self image. Yeah, I’m this kinky girl who gets spanked, but am I someone whose face graces videos in adult stores world wide? I never thought so. I can’t say I’m all together bothered by this fact, it is simply that I was not expecting it at all. It certainly feeds my exhibitionist streak. It also feeds my ego. After all, what better way to feel famous in my own small way than to hear that my friends are seeing my face all over the world? I told him to make sure he looks for me at every major city he visit and report back. I think I may need to plan a trip to Amsterdam soon!
I’ve been sick the last couple of days. I’m still sick, actually, but working on it. My boyfriend was very sympathetic yesterday, and I didn’t have to do much of anything other than lay on the couch and drink tea. This is a nice change for me because usually I take care of 99% of the daily household duties. I just can’t face it when I’m ill, though.
However, I think he has decided it is time for me to be over it, now. Why do I suspect this? Well, because this morning had me get out of bed to open the curtains up in the bedroom. Then, a little while later he sent me out of the bed again to switch the lights on. Jokingly I told him, “Oh sure, send the sick girl to do your errands.” His reply was, “Awwwww do you need a hug?” I quickly responded, “No, Sir.” to which he replied, “Do you need a spanking?” Honestly, what kind of a question is that!
I’m surprised he needed to ask, because I thought I was always in need of a spanking. Not that I have any intention of admitting that to him… However I sincerely hope he waits until after this cold has passed because crying when you’re already congested is just no fun!
Although I am primarily into spanking, I also have an interest in discipline and punishment in general, and it does not necessarily have to include spanking. Also, I like to be taken to the edge on occasion; to that deeper mental place that I can’t usually access with just a spanking. Although I do realise it is a little bit edgy, I like a good slap in the face. That is exactly what I got the other night. (more…)
As those of you who are members will soon realise, there are several ongoing plot lines. This is something members have asked for previously, and I am really excited to be able to show a little bit in the way of developing story lines. However, because I was shooting many of these prior to the launch of www.spankingbailey.com, some of the stories may have begun on some of the other websites owned by AEG.
For the most part, I don’t think this should cause any problems. However, there is one story I know that was begun over at www.realspankingsinstitute.com and will be completing here on my site. This is the story of Ms. Burns, and her reaction to my tendency to gossip about her. There are already a couple of updates posted on the other site, including her initial confrontation and my resultant punishment, as well as one scene with my friend Renee. I highly reccomend checking out those scenes in order to understand Ms. Burns’ current reaction to the situation as it develops.
Aside from that, I’m really curious about what you guys think about developing plotlines? (more…)
During an intimate moment I found myself having my head roughly pulled back, and my partner’s mouth to my ear. With his grip still firmly in my hair he leaned down and whispered, “What you need is a good whipping isn’t it? To make you feel my control?” Tentatively, and in spite of myself I answered, “Yes, Sir.” After a few moments he added, “It’s coming soon.”
These types of exchanges always cause chills to run down my spine. Unfortunately, I am now in the waiting stage. This is delicious to read about in stories, but not nearly as fun to experience. I am stuck in limbo, and don’t know whether to be turned on or terrified. My guess is that both are appropriate, but only time will tell which is most fitting.
A couple of people have mentioned scenes they would like to see.I thought since many members probably have requests I would go ahead and make a post dedicated to that. Post your suggestions here, and we will do our best to make them happen!
Although I have always had aspirations of being a domestic goddess, I am afraid I fall short . You see, I did not grow up in a home where I learned all the domestic things that many little girls do. Oh, I did have to clean my room and help with the rest of the house. I had to clean up after dinner, but that was about it. I never learned to do things like cook, and I was never very crafty. That was all well and good when I had other people to do those things for me, but when I left home and met my current partner, things suddenly got tricky. Suddenly I was being called on to do things I had never done before in my life, by someone who did not have the necessary skills to teach me. I thought sharing a few of these mishaps might give some insight into me, or at least what a dork I am. I’ll do these in the order they occurred.
Lesson One: Juice Making (more…)
WE ARE LIVE! Visa gave their approval, and everyone can now actually join my site. This is really exciting for me, because I can’t wait to hear what people think! I know what I think. I think my bottom worked awfully hard for this to happen, and it would be a shame to let it down now!
I can tell you that on this site you will find a wide variety of scenarios, and varying degrees of severity. I am spanked with all kinds of implements, from bare hands up through wooden paddles and canes. I am spanked at home, and at school, as well as other situations when they arise. I really do think it has something for everyone! I hope you will agree, and I can’t wait to hear from all of you!
I usually am too afraid to buy any kinky items for my boyfriend. There are two reasons for this. First, I am never certain of what he will like. His implement preferences are very specific, and I don’t always feel that I have a very good handle on them. I would really hate to buy him something like that and find that he didn’t want to use it. This probably goes back to my fears about being the non perceptive person who always gives bad gifts.
My other reason is simple, though. I am afraid to buy implements for my boyfriend because I know doing so will almost certainly cause them to be used against me. “You are a spanko!” everyone says, “You are supposed to like being spanked!” Well, anyone who has seen my videos knows I do not like being spanked. Unfortunately for me I am about as non masochistic of a spanko as they come. So, when I get spanked, it hurts. I can only just come to appreciate a spanking after the fact. Consequently, I am very conflicted when it comes to things like this. The harder the spanking, the more I hate it. By the same token, the harder the spanking, the more I love after it. I guess I literally love to hate them.
This year, however, I risked it. (more…)