I’ve heard many members tell me from time to time that I come across as too submissive. These people tell me that although I have wonderful reactions during a spanking, I always seem to accept the pronouncement without comment, and hurry to obey the Top. I know why this is. The reason is that in my personal life I *am* submissive.
I make every effort to avoid getting into trouble in the first place, but if something does happen then my goal is to apologize, accept punishment as gracefully as possible (which we all know is not particularly graceful by any standard), and to return to being a good girl. In fact, I’m very unlikely to even attempt to avoid punishment, yet alone say rude things to my Dominant and fight with him.
However, I have come to understand that there are a number of spanking fans who do not want to see a “true” submissive. What these folks really want to see is a bratty girl who absolutely does not want to be spanked, and will do whatever she can to avoid it. They want to see the rude comments, and they want to see a struggle. So, I’ve tried to oblige these fans. I figured that today might be a good time to tell you about a couple of scenes I’ve shot that fit this resistance mold.
Most of my resistance scenes have been with Mr. Daniels because he is someone I can realistically struggle against without much chance of actually escaping. The first scene I remember doing this way involved my throwing a stuffed animal at him because I thought he was being unfair. The resultant struggle was amazing! We literally went all over the room, and it took great effort on his part to get me down over the bed so that he could punish me.
Another scene that stands out in my head was with Ms. Burns. She was so angry with me for gossiping about her that she began to shake me. Although I tried to get away from her, she kept a tight grip on me and I literally dropped everything in my hands from the force. This was one of those scenes that affected me personally, and I still think about it from time to time.
I’ve shot several scenes along these lines; most of them have not gone up yet. I am hoping that fans of resistance will find the scenes to their liking, because I certainly enjoy shooting them. I think getting a chance to fight back and be a brat is one of the perks of being a spanking model, really. Although it took me some time to get comfortable with this concept, I’ve found it to be an excellent release. Now I don’t have to worry nearly so much about slipping up at home!